I AM ready
to FREE myself. I AM ready to free
myself of the patterns and the ways of the Old.
I AM ready to free myself of the duality that I have been walking
in. I AM ready to allow myself to soar;
to let go of the wounds of the past; to free the spirit within me that is
coming forth, this divinity that is trying to come forth and express.
The blockages, the walls, that I still have around are not allowing me to be
free. I AM ready to be free.
I AM ready to LOVE myself.
I AM ready to truly love myself. Not in
the ways that I might have thought of in the past. Not in a way that is
simply pampering me. Rather, in a way that is an acceptance of everything I
have done, everything that I have been, both light and dark.
I AM ready to accept that I have been in duality and that all the
experiences I have had have built the wisdom that Tobias was speaking of.
I AM ready to truly love myself as much as I have loved others, and
as much as I have tried to love God.
In the Old Energy of duality, I was taught that loving myself was not
appropriate. I AM ready to love Myself
now, to love everything of who I AM. Not
to love some illusion of some grand angel that might or might not be me, not
to love something in the future that I think I might want to become, but to
love myself NOW. I am ready to do this, to love myself now.
I AM ready to KNOW myself, to truly know
myself. In the past I have known aspects of who I was. I have tried to know
myself. I have tried to find myself. But, I am ready to truly know
something about me that has been kept within, that has been kept a secret
from me by myself. It is something about me that is unknown to my
family, unknown among work colleagues, unknown to
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unknown to my dearest friends. It has been kept a secret, because in duality there was
part of me that did not want to accept who I AM
– a unique being with all of the energy and all of the power of God.
It is difficult to accept, but, in knowing myself,
I will come to know this.
will come to know who
I truly AM. It will shatter the
illusion of who I have thought I was. And in that could be fear. In that
there could be holding back.
ready to truly know myself, fully and completely. It is not the illusion
that I have thought it would be. It is something totally different. Knowing
myself as a Christed one, knowing myself as one with Spirit, who came from
Spirit? that is a very difficult challenge.
ready to know myself.
I AM ready to
OWN my divinity. To not only love it, and to not only know it, to not only
have it in freedom. But, I AM ready to
own it within me, to understand that it IS me, to hold it within me, to not
try to hide who I AM.
I AM ready to own that this is mine.
My divinity was not given to me by any other. I
have had it all along. It has been sealed. It has been locked away by seven
seals, held tightly within. The seals are now ready to burst open. It is
like they have been filled with stress. That is what I have been feeling,
the seals wanting to burst open, all seven of them, not one by one by one.
The seals do not open that way. They open in unison. They open together.
I AM ready to own what comes forth, to
accept it within my being and to know it has always been there. It has only
been locked away. I AM ready to own the
God that I AM .
I AM ready to SHOW and to express who
I AM. I AM
ready to release the timidness, the hiding, the doubt.
I AM ready to show myself and the world
and all of you the grand angel who I AM;
No longer hiding behind thin veils, no longer suppressing my own energy, no
longer fearing the sound of my own voice when speaking to self or others.
I AM ready to show my divinity and allow
it to come forth, bursting forth into the "now" that I live in.
I AM ready to take that foot off the
brake, as Tobias has talked of, to show who I
There is no greater example for another human than to see one who is owning
their divinity and expressing it. If I
do not show who I AM, the energy becomes
tangled up within me, and it becomes painful in my mind and in my body.
I AM now ready to show who
I AM, to release these past lives I was
trying to hide behind, where I said, "I will never expose myself as one who
is filled with Spirit, for I was ridiculed, for I was put down and even
imprisoned for this." In this New Energy that is shifting out of duality,
showing who I AM is one of the keys.
That does not mean to be evangelistic. That does not mean to try to convert
others. It means to ILLUMINATE my energy outward. There may
not even be words that need to be said. It is simply illuminating who
I AM, expressing it through my being. As
the seven seals come open, this energy of me will want to come forward.
I AM ready to show who
I AM ready to ALLOW others their space,
their consciousness. I AM ready to
accept that the things that go on in people around me and energies around me
are appropriate. It is not up to me to judge the right or wrong, but rather
to be in a place of allowing. I AM ready
to allow, to accept other, and all things around me.
This is a key to moving into the New Energy. It is what Tobias has spoken of
in "standing behind the short wall." In doing so,
I will understand how things are truly
created, but I will also honor the
others for their path. I AM ready to
allow others their path, their space, and more importantly, their
consciousness. For if I do not, my energy becomes intertwined with theirs,
and I could find myself joining them on THEIR journey, rather than
I AM ready to RECEIVE the gift, what
Tobias has spoken of as the "Fruit of the Rose." It is my divinity!
I have carried it with me ever since
I left Home. My divinity has always
been there. It is my gift to myself. Within the Fruit of the Rose is the
solution that I already placed within my
consciousness. As God, who is sitting before you today,
I have already created the solution, but
I wanted to explore other
possibilities! The solution is in the Fruit of the Rose that has always
been with me.
I have never given myself a challenge
where I did not prepare the answer. I
prepared the answer in love and compassion for myself and placed it there.
And now, each time I have a challenge in
my life, I understand that the Fruit of
the Rose is the solution you I have
already worked out. I have just not
been willing to look at it. I have been
looking at other potential solutions.
There is a divine solution, and it was not written, or created, or given to
me by Spirit, by Metatron, Tobias, my guides, or angels. It was created in
my own heart, and that IS the Fruit of the Rose, the solution to everything
that comes within me. But, I have to
accept it as my own, that it is not given to me on a silver platter by
another entity; for that is the game I have been playing. That is the game,
looking for solutions created by others. I AM
ready to receive the Fruit of the Rose, my divine solution.
I AM ready to release the illusion of
duality. I AM ready to release this
grand illusion, an illusion so strong that I consider it real and truth. My
consciousness is changing now. I AM
beginning to understand the energy dynamics of duality. I
AM slowly coming to understand that DUALITY IS SIMPLY AN ILLUSION.
I AM ready to release this illusion.
To me it might seem like a platform. It might seem like my foundation or my
grounding. It might be fearful trying to release this, not knowing what the
new foundation or the new grounding is. I AM
on the fence right now. I AM on the
fence, one foot in duality, the other in ascension, wanting to drag the foot
that remains in duality.
I AM ready to release duality, the
illusion of duality. So strong, it is difficult to perceive it only as an
illusion, but it is. I AM ready for
this change in consciousness.
I understand decisions I make not only affect the
consciousness of who I AM, but also have
a direct affect on consciousness of all other parts and places. It pierces
through the dimensions. It pierces through space – my consciousness and the
consciousness of all who are on Earth. The delicate balance that humanity is
in right now, affects you. I AM ready to
be my divine self.
I AM ready to give up this illusion of
duality and weakness, of illness, of loneliness, of despair.
I AM ready to give up the illusion of
love, of what I thought it was like.
I AM ready to give up the illusion that
I AM not free.
I AM ready to give up the secret place I
have been hiding myself behind, the seven seals.
I AM ready to know who
I AM at the deepest and the most
intimate and the most compassionate level.
I AM ready to release this game, this
game I have been playing of trying to find myself, a wonderful game that has
gained me much wisdom and you much consciousness.
And so it is!
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